Day 98 - 19/03/2010

Last day... I am going to clean up my bench... but before I will finish the fucking libraries. Lets see if I was successful.

I am feeling like a loser today. I am not so sure why, but I want to hide... I do not want to talk. I am severely "ashamed". But I cannot precise of what...I think this will only stop when I start my new job.

Ok, several emotions regarding these fucking libraries. First, I thought it did not work. Then I decide to look more carefully and finish the protocol (that is why I am still here at EMBL, during my last day, till 24h). Now I have a good feeling about them. I could see on the gel. Not so strong, but not so faint smear (I was expecting a smear). Now I am just going to send all the infos to Ramesh and it is his problem to decide if worth to send. I am... relieved... I am not so shitty... Uffiiii....

And, by the way WHAT THE FUCK MEANS "kawa, kawka, kawusia 8( "? (Something like "Cafe, cafezinho, cafezito" ? There is another non-literal meaning? Why is there a sad face at the end? Who knows?)
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Why do I still fucking care about Emilia!